Still no word from UCSB. I'm starting to come to terms with the idea that I probably didn't receive admittance, but I still can't quash that little gleam of hope that the will accept me.
I feel like I'm going insane. I think I need to get out of the city for a night. I need to be elsewhere--see the sun rise over a different horizon.
If I could, I'd jettison myself into space. I'd float in the nothing, watching as the Earth drifts away from me on its course around the sun that never sets. I want to feel, just once in my life, the vastness of the universe.

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